The four days of CNY flew by quickly,
but I enjoyed myself tremendously.
I used up all my time & energy to meet up with friends,
fellowship with believers,
& also to add nutrition to my heart, soul & mind.
How I wish that one day, the workweek will be change to 4 days & 3 days of weekends.
In this way, we will have more time for those people who really matters most in our life.
I had reunion dinner with my family at bliss garden on CNY's eve.
The food was quite nice & little yang & cousins add joyfulness to the whole event.
Although our hearts are still not close to each other,
the effort made to stay together was enough, I guess.
It was also a surprise that P & her family were just sitting beside us,
and it was quite fun getting to know each other's family.
CNY is always a joyful event & an excuse to stay out & stay up late.
Hence, after reunion dinner, C & I went to watch movie with E260 members.
Although the movie was not my choice of movie,
I look forward to the time spent with fellow members.
That night, I retire at 4am, but was still able to wake up at around 11am the next day.
I had a sumptuous lunch of steamboat, curry, etc. on the 1st day of CNY.
All my relatives came to my grandmother's house, so there was no need for me to go out.
I just laze around at home, watching tv & drama series.
In the evening, I had dinner at C's house & then went to S's house for visitation.
It had been ages since I last saw S's sister & they hadn't change much.
I have always been very close with S, & always feel very comfortable with her family.
I really feel grateful that we can still maintain such close contact after she has her own family.
The 2nd day of CNY was a day of free museum entrance & feeding of food to my heart & soul.
Its really great that we don't have to pay to view all the exhibitions in SAM & National Museum.
We went to view all the exhibitions in SAM & the greek exhibition & history gallery in National Musum.
I find that I still love paintings more than sculptures & "stones" actually.
If I have time, I can spend the whole day sitting in front of paintings that I like, & just let my thoughts & soul drift away with the painting & enter into a world far far away from the real world. I may even meet the painter in a surreal world......haha.....
Of course, I still like the greek exhibition, but I couldn't really enjoy with so many people crowding around me.
I love greek history & if I have time, I will read up on it one day & go to greece itself one day.
In the evening, I arrange a cell CNY gathering at my house & I'm quite surprised so many people turn up.
But building of friendship takes time & effort. So I really pray that I will continue to have passion in people & really takes an interest in their life & be part of their life.
On the 3rd day of CNY, I transported myself to the world of korean drama,
finding it hard to get out & go to Su's house alone.
But nevertheless, I feel that it may be a great chance to get to know Su & her family.
Everything turned out great as I chat with Su, her relatives & father, & also played bridge with her nephews, uncles & aunties.
What a happy & united extended family she has.
But somehow, being too fortunate may be her barrier to having a need & desire for god.
In the evening, I went to C's house again to have dinner as her mother cooks specially for me.
After that, Su & I went to S's house again & we have fun playing poker card.
I realised that Su really has a good heart as she doesn't feel happy winning more that 10 bucks as she said that if she wins, her friends are actually the one who loses & will not be happy.
It was church as usual on the 4th day of CNY.
Pastor preach a very good message which I feel really impacted everyone in different ways.
I was actually feeling angry and disappointed with C. I don't know when this vicious cycle of disappointment & expectation will end.
But somehow I still feel bad after having such feelings and thought towards him. I don't know whether the problem lies with my emotions or his behaviour.
Hence, after church, I refuse to join him & his friends & went to Simpang bedok hawker centre to eat with fellow members instead.
Luckily, the delicious & fragrant ayam penyet washes away my anger & disappointment.
After that, I had wanted to go home to do my own things & spend time with myself,
but Sa asks me to join her friends for ktv unexpectedly.
This leads to an afternoon of listening to someone sing mainly Zhang's songs.
All well's that ends well. I met up with C & his frens V & J after ktv.
I had a great time knowing about branded stuff like prada, LV, Gucci, Coach, etc. from V although I would never buy such stuff even now that I could afford it.
V has become more & more good-looking & stylish, but it has also become more & more difficult for him to find his significant other half, soul-mate, etc.
I trash out some of my frustration with C & I really pray that I will have the heart & desire to get married & settled down although until now I still have doubt whether he's the one.
Yah, nobody can tell me whether he's the one. Nobody, nobody, nobody......
That's a woman's heart, like a needle in the sea, lost in the deep abyss.
4 days of intense fun & enjoyment. Now I'm feeling feverish, tired, limbs aching, & a bit giddy.
I guess that I'm falling sick......But I guess that after eating the medicine, I will feel much better.