


Its seems like there are more & more days when you feel like crying.
You don't really feel loved since young, you don't really feel wanted when you are young.
And now that you are older, people just forced you to take the path whereby everyone will take, just wanted to force you out of the house in the name of love.
Yes, you admit that you are childish, naive, you just don't want to grow up.
If he is more stable now, you will definitely want to move out & build a family that you have always been yearning for since young.
They just don't understand, they just don't support him, they just "despise" him.
But you are just starting to love him & support him, and its really a difficult & lonely journey.
You can only pour out your woes to god, you could only cry in the stillness of the night.
Life is just full of tears, & not getting the things you always wanted in your heart.
But nevertheless, you must have faith & still believe that you will find happiness in your life.