This is my first attempt of writing an english poem, (or is it a poem at all?) since I don't have chinese software at home. I jus find that writing poem is a good way of expressing my emotions, thoughts, n feelings. At the same time, I will leave a mysterious side to my readers, as they will have all the space in the world to let their imagination run, and to interpret in their own way what I'm trying to say........
Birthday 2005As the clock ticks, in reality and biologically,
my birthday jus pass me by, with lots of reflection, happiness and depression.
How many birthdays have passed me by, how many of them I can remember?
From mountains of gifts, treats, to simple well wishes that I truely treasure.
At 12 in the morning of my birthday, I blow out a simple cake at coffee bean east
coast, with a cup of ice chocolate.
Everything was very simple, but this is just what I want for my birthday as I grew
older.
Friends that still remember my birthday and spend time with me.
I had just met someone new, someone who was not in my life before, someone
who may leave anytime. Nobody knows.
But on that morning, I had V, J, n E by my side, although V is the only one closest
to me, and I don't dare to become close with E anymore.
On the night of my birthday, I came back to east coast again.
I was so touch when M and R sang a birthday song for me under the bright full
moon.
It was mid-autumn festival, and I really yearn for a full reunion of my heart,
body, soul and mind with the destined one.
But I will pray ernestly for god to guard my heart, and hear my cries and lead me
to the special person, not jus any tom, dick and harry, who will only steal my
heart away.
But at the moment now, I really must give praise to god for providing me with so
many friends and family at my side, so that I won't feel lonely.
My beloved nephew YY, my nagging mother, my frens V, M, E etc. and my
newfound fren J.
Although you may have "hurt" me so deeply, I still look forward to every saturday
evening, as we sweat all out troubles and heartaches away.
As for J, I really pray that you will not feel lonely, and find the destined one in
your life, and lead a meaningful and fulfilling life.
And my beloved V, we are really similar when it comes to searching.
We really need each other, jus as we both need god in our life, and we are god's
most precious gift to each other.
As my days sink into the comfort zone and rat race again, I ernestly pray that I
will not lose my passion and innocence for life, and that I will continue to make
an impact in another's life, without losing that passion in the process.