Finding back my heart and passion

Dear god,

Thank you for calming my heart when I am going through this emotional sea of storm.
I really need you in my life, now that I am have found someone, I am attached, and facing demand and pressure from my church members, some frens, and also my career as a teacher.

I really hope you can really guide me in my personal and career life, and not be misled and troubled by expectations and demands of people around me.

You know my heart and my passion, and now I can only talk to you, and pray for you to look after my heart, and find my passion back.

Actually my P6 pupils are not that bad afterall, and I really pray for you to guide them, and guide me in teaching them, so that I can still be frens with them, but at the same time not let them climb over my head.....I really love them and really don't like to scold them everyday....I believe both the pupils and me are facing tremendous invisible pressure, and thats why we are treating each other this way....Dear god, please let me understand their heart, and let them understand my heart......

Your beloved daughter,
Becky