FOP 2007 - 2nd day

How do I describe my emotions now?
I'm listening to delirious songs now,
and I can feel my whole heart ripped open,
my whole soul being moved, being touched,
and I am not myself anymore........

I used to be an atheist,
I used to find it hard to believe in a god,
I used to want to see proof that god exists.
I used to criticize, judge, search & disbelieve.

Its really a miracle that I have come so far.
As I attend FOP for the 1st time this year,
I know deep down in my heart that god lives somewhere in me,
and that I have come so far on this road such that I won't turn back anymore.
I really thank god for all the miracles he has work in my heart,
and for leading me to this church, to where I am today.
For a man's heart paths his way, but god determines his steps.
My heart has lead me to where I am today,
and I believe god has also determine where my steps will go.
I love you god, C, and all my new found friends..........