Relationship precedes Ministry

Relationship precedes Ministry
How true is this......
As I leave CSCC and join CHC,
I began to feel the warmth and love of people around me,
I began to build relationships,
I began to see the importance of the heart and your attitudes,
I began to have a vision and a heart that pursues excellence and success.

As I leave CSCC,
I realize that there is nothing I can't part with,
there is nobody whom I will miss and who will miss me.
My five years in CSCC,
it consists only of expectations, judgments, personal growth,
ministry, systems, laws, regulations.
Relationship seems to be hidden behind the veil,
which nobody really emphasizes on......

But I believe god has his own plans for me,
and there are subtle reasons for me to spend five years in CSCC.
I have grown and begin to realize what I want, what is suitable for me.
I want to look within myself, my heart, my attitudes,
and not look outwards towards the views and expectations of the committee.