Getting married, the rising price of resale flat & a mum who just can't wait to chase her daughter out of the flat.

I just came back from overseas after traveling to darwin & china and was supposed to blog about my trip. But an event that happened just now made me lose my mood & decided not to write about my trip yet. Sometimes my mother really breaks my heart and makes me feel unappreciated and wonders what's the point of being so filial among all the siblings. Sometimes, I really cry out to god and ask that why is everything so unfair. Why is so many people still owing me things while they are enjoying married life and still have money to buy this & that while I am still struggling to buy a flat. All my money are also hard-earned money after all.

As I grow up, I start to understand why I am behaving the way I am now. Sometimes I really wish that I am a bird that can fly as far as I want and have as much freedom as I want. I don't want to be caught in this cage anymore and to endure all kinds of verbal hurts and heartbreak. I really pray that C will provide me with a happy marriage & family with no verbal abuse or financial problem.